WIN... (and I will...)

Dark is the night
I can weather the storm
Never say die
I’ve been down this road before

I’ll never quit
I’ll never lay down
See I promised myself I would never let me down

(chorus)
So I’ll never give up
Never give in
Never let a ray of doubt slip in
And if I fall
I’ll never fade
I’ll just get up and try again
Never lose hope
Never lose faith
There’s much too much at stake
Upon myself I must depend
I’m not looking for a place ashore
I’m gonna win

Won’t stop me now
There’s still a ways to go
Some way somehow
Whatever it takes I know

I’ll never quit
I’ll never go down
I’ll make sure they remember my name 100 years from now

(chorus)

When it’s all said and done
My once in a lifetime won’t be back again
Now is the time, for me to stand
Here is my chance, that’s why i

(chorus)

masakit pala...

alam ko kelangan intindihin kita... alam ko kelangan kita i-let go... pero bakit ang hirap? bakit kahit sabihin ko sa sarili kong tama ang desisyon mong ito e bakit hindi ko pa din maintindihan? may nagawa ba akong mali?

makailang ulit ko mang isipin at pilit intindihin pero bakit hindi ko kaya?

kahit ilang beses mo na pinaramdam sa akin na i dont deserve you, bakit gusto ko ikaw pa din? masyado din ba akong naging kampante na nandyan ka lang? masyado ba akong naging kampante na iniisip mo din ako?

hindi ko lubos maisip na posible palang mangyari to. oo, inaamin ko... dati tinangka kong gawin to seio... inisip kong mas makakabuting maghiwalay na lang pero seio pa din ako bumabalik... ikaw pa din ang hinahanap ko... madaming taong dumaan sa buhay ko na nagpakita ng motibo... nag-give in ako kasi akala ko mas mapapabilis ang gusto kong gawin... pero kahit pagbali-baligtarin ko man, ikaw pa rin talaga...

sana pinatay mo na lang ako... :(

bagong bahay...

new blog spot... kijalicious.tumblr.com...

ang pagbangon...

gusto ko manuod ulit ng miss you like crazy... feeling ko ako na talaga si mia samonte... hehehehe hindi dahil sa kung ano pa mang rason pero dahil malapit ko na din suungin ang mundo ng hotel management... oo, kelangan kong magsimula sa pinakababa... pero i am thinking it is worth the trouble... i understand that this is going to be a new endeavor for me... and i am so ready to face the challenges this new thing would pose... isa lang ang hinihiling ko... Lord, guide me through all these... i lift everything to You! :)